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Sun, 13 Jan 2008 02:35:09 GMT

I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HEATH LEDGER ALRITE
STOP WITH THE SPAMMING HERE

Annnngggerr from the spam. Fuck guys, seriously, grow up

maximmmm cammmmeeee

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 19:43:12 GMT

MAXIMCAMEMAXIMCAMEMAXIMCAME
hot half naked chicks and articles all about ~manliness!~!!!!

..I need to remind myself I'm gay sometimes.
all gayness beside, it's a good magazine.
i woke up at like 12 and went to the store for eggs and came back home and i made ham-cheese-mushroom-onion omlets for me and my mom ;[ and watched the celebrity apprentince.
it's a good show. the chicks never bank on the celebrity aspect. it's like, WTF is the show for then?!
gene simmons woo

BTW: i never made omlets before. ahaha. it was a grand experience

i can't say i knew it

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 18:54:55 GMT

but i did.
confirmed case of ~MRSA~ for the THIRD time. all over my chest and hand and i've lost sensation in those areas too, which is the new thing, which is kinda scary.

so i have to get an appointment with an infection control doctor and I'm STILL outta school, that means.

guh.
i've read like to page 200 of hannibal rising. like a hundredish+ more to go. but i like it. it's good. but you can tell it has it's own EGO that it inflates constantly since it's a series thing, i wonder if the first ones were more genuine.
and they totally made a character Sadako's cousin. Which was kinda out there on itself and could be actually seen as rather disrespectful.
no foul though rite?
on the bright side, i have a stomach ache.

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 19:43:18 GMT

lawl what

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 19:09:32 GMT

the internets been more off then on lately and it's pissing me off, bad.

I've been sleeping an awful lot... I see the doctor tomorrow, the stomach doctor.. and at this current moment it's likely I have gastroenteritis. I mean, yeah my mom isn't working as a nurse anymore but she still is one, and just yeah... I hurt so bad, my sides.. every time after I eat I feel like I'm gonna throw up... that is, all I eat is half a pack of ramen and I'm full. normally I could eat two in a row or something, but now.. eh.

oh well. I still have kingdom hearts 2.. i've play 16 hours! :D

Eurgh. There's more too but that's for later.

Sun, 24 Jun 2007 00:54:16 GMT

well.

going to bed now... I'll be back in town july 1st, but won't be home until the second.

:[
bye ya'll.

a meme.

Sat, 26 May 2007 00:45:31 GMT

Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Livejournal

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked

Just something fun I had in my other journal..

Thu, 24 May 2007 22:46:45 GMT

This is not a friends-only journal, but any personal posts will be under friends-lock.. ..So it pretty much is mainly friends only.

About me personally, I already stated I'm seventeen and male. And since this is a big part of life anywhere I'll start off by stating this.. My sexual orientation is.. complicated. I'm physically and emotionally attracted to females, and physically and emotionally attracted to males. Between the two genders there's few times that I feel any sexual attraction without tearing myself up about it emotionally. I am a victim of abuse, past and present. I seek out abusive relationships mostly with men, which the abuse that stems from that is my fault. The majority of people I've dated have been male. A few years ago I was in love, an older male from an internet relationship that cut out quickly when he came up with a murder rap. And I have a lot of medical problems and a dysfunctional family..

I failed 8th grade, so I'm one year behind in schooling. I go to a school for psychoeducational therapy, which is pretty much a normal school but with one educational therapist and one support therapist in each room. No they're not licensed therapy doctors, but that's their title. Each classroom has up to and no more then 10 kids in it, and it's from K-12. I stay in the same class room the whole day and the school has less then 60 kids.

Real-life sociality scares me, and I am an agoraphobic. Also regarding phobias, I'm afraid of being in cars so I don't have a driver's license. I was diagnosed with ADHD around the age of three, diagnosed with dissociative amnesia around the age of 11, and also diagnosed with bipolar at the age of 11 after I became a self-mutilator. I've been hospitalized in short-term mental facilities 3 times to date, the most recent in the end of February '07.

A lot of the journal will probably be talking about.. mature subject matter. The list pretty much reads like.. Sex, relationship abuse, physical abuse, sexual abuse, prescription drug misuses, and self injurous behaviors such as cutting, self-incendiarism, and non suicidal medicine overdoses. And etcetera with the whole 'psychologically dark and abnormal' kind of stuff.. So if you're looking here still wondering if you should be friending me, don't if you can't stand any of those things.

I'm not saying that I intend this journal as a mechanism for 'healing my wounds'. What I've been writing up here is probably a lot more literate then a lot of the journal can be. Sometimes my mood is plain hyperactive or even drugged out. Some of the journal will read normally, but a lot of it will be reading about how I feel about everything and thus this warning's here.

Thanks if you took the time to read this before friending me, and if you friend me, please reply to it.